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2009-09-05T01:51:00.001+08:00

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2008-05-28T21:02:00.001+08:00

Okays okays. Although i moved to wordpress,
i will still keep my blogger.
Feel free to tag here. will reply xD

2008-05-27T19:33:00.002+08:00

I'VE MOVVVVVED xD

Relink please at:

www.narcissisticfranco.WORDPRESS.com

2008-05-27T16:01:00.002+08:00

I cant believe this!
I woke up EARLY in the morning to prepare for school.
Sat on the public transport for roughly 40mins,
trying hard not to be angry with the women next to me who kept dozing off and hit my shoulder like 200 times?
In the end,
i reached class to find that the teacher did not come.
One hour passed, still never come.
I was the first to leave.
About 20mins ago i asked xin yi,
the teacher STILL haven come.
She told me 4 other people left too.
& that the guys are playing CS through the projector.
I was eating when xinyi typed that and i choked on my kway teow.
LOLs.

Okays, shall blog maybe at night?
Byeeeeees!

2008-05-26T22:07:00.002+08:00

I just cant stop changing the layout. =.=
LOLS.
Okays.
Changed song again.
I love this song roughly 4 years ago.
& i still love it when i recently found it in one of the folder on my com.
Hahas.

Collide by howie day [:

2008-05-26T19:17:00.003+08:00

This month wasnt very good for me.
I was very very temperamental.
Let's recall,

May 5- Pissed for idk what reason
May 9- Angry with the AIA savings insurance person
May 17- Pissed with some old memories.
May 19- Angry with the bloody cockroach
May 21- Super pissed with my class
May 21/22- Very pissed because of some personal matters
May 23- Again i'm angry with my class
May 23/24- Very very emotional...
May 26- Pissed with this certain person in my class.

I have a feeling i missed out alot more.
Well, i seriously hate may (and my classmate).
Hopefully june is a better month for me.

Today had CHWSYS lab test. It was quite okay. But i almost died. The teacher keep ignoring me. I insisted that i needed the xp installation disc and he kept saying we DO NOT NEED. In the end WE NEED IT. YOU SEE LA YOU SEE LA. Don't believe me.

Then HOR, we needed to show him how to change to slave mode on the HDD.
& he deliberately chose a HDD that does not even have the sticker that shows us how slave mode is supposed to be. What a sucker.

Sidetrack abit: DAMN IT LA. THERE'S THIS FUCKING EMAIL KEEP SPAMMING MY INBOX. KNN.

Ok, continue.
After lab test was lab quiz. I thought i could get very very very high marks you know, you know, YOU KNOW??????
In the end the actual test was very different from the sample post test.
But with a little bit of knowledge,luck and memory, i got an 80/100.
Mr.F was unhappy with a particular classmate. Let's name him Mr.Integrity.

This is the story:
A class had a lab test. It's being tested online on the school website.
Mr.Integrity, a supposedly clever guy in the class did not bring his Integrity to school.
He understand what the lecturer teaches because he's been through it in ITE whereas most of the other classmates have no background at all.
Ironically, Mr. Integrity was very proud and happy that he understands more things than the rest do because he have background knowledge on it.
However, as i mentioned earlier, Mr Integrity didnt bring his Integrity to school today. Therefore, he GOOGLED FOR ANSWERS [:
Being a nice boy, Mr.F (another guy) did not want to expose his dirty doings.
Mr.F went gossiping with his group of friends.
After the test was over, Mr.Integrity got higher marks than Mr F.
Mr F wasnt so bothered in the first place until Mr.Integrity came over and asked him about his score and left with a smirk on his face.
True enough, Mr.F wanted to say fuck off at that point of time [:

Moral of the story?
Bring your integrity to school and wipe that smirk of that face.

Maths quiz was next and i got 10/20.
HAHAHAHA.
I passed! xD
OMG OMG OMG.
FASTER CLAP FOR ME [:
Okay, i shall end here.
BYEEES !

2008-05-24T19:21:00.003+08:00

Tears that flow without pain is more painful than tears that flow with pain.
Sorry dad, i couldnt be the son you ever wanted me to be.
i agree that i'm not good in studies and i'm just wasting my time.
& i realise how it hurt you.
Like how you hurt me by saying those things yesterday.
I dunno what to do. i'm lost in a maze with no exits.
How i wish to tell you, why am i like this.
But it would only hurt you more.

2008-05-23T21:25:00.004+08:00

School was bored.
After Oral Comm lesson went to woodlands to meet friend for lunch.
The train at the west side is very very different.
The distance between two stations is very long and the train move slower.
& they had some hills along the way and some weird structures. LOLs.
Trained back to school after that for maths.

Something pissed me off.
Although they CLAIMED they are not blaming me,
its obvious they are blaming me.
HELLO?!?! I did mention during oral comm that IT'S NOT CONFIRMED that there's maths LAH. I believe either you all need to dig your ears or maybe study more since you cant comprehend that well.
Fancy older people pushing all the blame to the youngest.
Grow up alright.
Athough the maths turn out to be optional,
ask yourself whether it benefited you.
Stop being so fucked up.
You're just making yourself look like a fool.
Seriously pissed. I no longer care what you all think about me.
How i wish i could transfer class now.
I hate my class. It sucks.
#@@&%&#%*!
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Anyway, i went home straight after school today.
Did a little bit of research again as i found out the points i've abstracted is not enough for my oral comm project.
I hate research.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ohhhhh & i hate presentations too!
This module is just so dumbfuck.

Sighs, quizzes are heading my way next week.
Off to mug =(

2008-05-22T18:55:00.009+08:00

21st May

Hmm.
Although ytd things didnt turn out well, but i still wanna talk a little abt it.
During maths lesson ytd, the lecturer mistook xin yi as jia yi. HAHAHAs.
So dumb la. & xin yi was like blur blur dunno why the lecturer call jia yi but look at her. LOLs.
I brought camera yesterday HOPING i could have another class pic.
So during maths lecture xin yi wanted me to take photos of the lecturer and see theng. HAHA.

My lecturer who always say "we are behind time". She's the one who's behind time in her fashion sense xD

Being nice, i decided not to publish see theng's picture. HAHAs.
She was seen playing with her hair in class. LOLs.
After class head over to marina.
Was very very pissed over some things.
I wont talk about it as people will be offended by what i say.
Watched "what happens in vegas".
A nice romance comedy.
After movie i HAPPILY parted with my classmates and left with clique to suntec.
Anyway bev bought something called "long she tang" or whatever you call it.
It was my first time eating it and after eating it i was coughing like crazy.
Then xin yi commented that i dunno how to eat it. Lols.
Before i headed home, i was pissed again because of certain person's attitude.
I "killed" your **** but you killed my mood by disgusting me with your attitude.
(**** is not a vulgarity but i just dun wan someone to know)

& something happened later at night.
Sighs, i feel so .................
I'm developing a more and more fiery temper.

This rainbow was form by the sunlight and the glass door.
When xin yi was at the toilet, jia yi stand in a way such that the rainbow was block.
When xin yi was about to come out, i acted as if im staring at the blank wall. She came and stand next to me like blur blur wondering what am i looking at. SO i pointed to the wall and say look. I counted to 3 and jia yi move aside revealing the rainbow. We were like SUPER childish. LOLs.

Stupid sunlight

Cliques <3

Random =.=

22nd May
It was indeed awkward.
I did not want to go school today.
But was forced to because of data comm practical.
Xin yi and i was very HI today. We kept drawing nonsense. Jia yi joined in too.

Inspired by HELLO PANDA biscuits. I'm thinking whether to use this for my blogskin.
This is drawn by me. HAHAs

Haha. ZHU GOU BU RU. Drawn by xin yi.

After failing to draw puma, she change it to a cat head with kangaroo body =.=
Drawn by xin yi

The winning artpiece of the day-portrait of jia yi. Drawn by the very TALENTED ME. Its no wonder i will get A for my art all the time.

My perspective on pikachu =.=

My failed attempt to draw doraemon and xin yi's attempt to draw po from teletubbies.
OH, that round thing is jigglypuff from pokemon btw xD

More doodles~

Jia yi drew the one on the left and i drew the one on the right.
And i forgot to scan in one more drawing of panda by jia yi. Shall scan in tmr. xD

Okays moving on,
I realise ive been eating snacks almost everyday in school.
Yesterday was strawberry pokey sticks. HAHA.
Guess what is today's snack!

Clue:

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Its HELLO PANDA. So easy right. HAHA.

LOLS. Lame us xD

And before i end my post, these two pics are taken on monday

My sexy boyfriend <33

2008-05-21T19:08:00.002+08:00

Don't have the mood to blog.
I'm pissed with my class.

2008-05-20T16:47:00.002+08:00

I was very reluctant to wake up today.
I was slowly getting myself ready to meet my classmates to do project early in the morning.
In the end, i'm the latest to reach.
Ate early lunch at FC4 before starting to do some "work".
End up slacking for 3 hrs.
Lesson starts at 1pm and it was so boring.
I was listening to music while doing my tutorial question.
& poor vanessa was the clown today because she walked like a granny.
Xinyi and i just could not stop laughing.
She's limping because she went for the every 3 steps kneel down thingy.
Buddhist related stuffs.

After that WebP practical i was playing viwawa tai dee with classmates.
LOLs. The lecturer saw us playing and she said nothing much! HAHA
School ended at 5pm.
But a kind soul like me waited for an hr for vanessa.
While waiting for vanessa to end her interview for the CCA thingy,
nurul, jia yi and i were discussing over the next two weeks what we're gonna have.
& i realise we have loads and loads of assignments and tests coming up which really freak me out.
I'm very stressed now.
But i just could not make myself start studying.

Vanessa kept reminding me to do my oral comm project.
I think i'm dying. I just don't feel like doing it.
It's like, i have to start doing research SOON.
RESEARCH!
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Calm before the storm...
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I think research should be accompanied with the word f*ck [:
Ohhh god, why is life so miserable for me =(((
ALSO, i was very very VERY paranoid today when i was walking towards the lift lobby.
WHAT IF THAT COCKROACH FLEW ONTO MY HEAD/FACE/HAND/LEG/BAG/ANYWHERE??????!!!!
Lucky there wasnt any cockroach in sight.
I think they probably died due to my curse.
YAY. Three cheers for sweet revenge yea?
Oh shit it, i'm crapping.

RESEARCH.STUDY.RESEARCH.STUDY.RESEARCH.STUDY.
(PLAY.PLAY.PLAY.PLAY.PLAY.PLAY.PLAY.PLAY.PLAY)

Struggling.

2008-05-20T01:55:00.002+08:00

..............................

daryl is evil.

A minute ago in msn...

Daryl: Tmr no school meh?
Me: Got.
Me: What time school starts tmr?
Daryl: no skool
Daryl: hahas.
Me: Go aNd Die.
Daryl: hahas.

STILL HAHA SOMEMORE. NO COMPASSION. KNS KNS KNS.

DARYL'S A BITCH [:

2008-05-20T00:43:00.001+08:00

Hmmmmmm.
i
After i thought of what had happened earlier,
miss
I'm feeling better,
your
i supposed.
hug
Thanks doraemon[:
[:

2008-05-19T23:38:00.002+08:00

OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

Before i go to why my post started with OH MY FUCKING GOD, i shall post about the happier things. And I AM STILL SHRIEKING FROM THAT OH MY FUCKING GOD INCIDENT.
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEKKKKS!

Everything SEEMS fine today.
Head over TM with hidayah.
Shopped around.
Trained to bugis later and bought one top.
Had mac for lunch at 6+.
Trained to CT hall to meet my friend.
Slacked till near 10 before heading home.
EVERYTHING WAS STILL FINE.
UNTIL WHEN I REACHED MY LIFT LOBBY
PLEASE DO NOT READ ANYMORE IF YOU ARE BELOW 16 OR YOU DISLIKE VULGARITIES.

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THIS MOTHERFUCKING CHEE BYE KNN NEVER DIE BEFORE NABEI SICKENING BLOODY NO BRAIN NO ASS NO LIFE NO PARENTS NO EYES COCKROACH FLEW TO MY FUCKING HAND. OH MY FUCKING GOD. NEVER IN MY LIFE I HAD TOUCHED A COCKROACH AND NEVER IN MY LIFE COCKROACH DARE TO TOUCH ME AND HOW DARE YOU TINY PUNY MOTHERUFCKING ASS TOUCH MY HAND. MY HAND IS LIKE 1 MILLION GAZILLION TIMES MORE PRECIOUS THEN YOUR TINY PUNY BODY. YOU THIS FUCKING SHIT WHO HUNT THE GARBAGE FOR FOOD AND GO UNDER DRAINS TO SLEEP WHO CARRIES A FEW THOUSAND GAZILLION MILLION GERMS AND FLY AROUND LIKE SOME FAT ASS WHO DOESNT KNOW WHERE TO GO. DON'T ACT PRO CAN. WALK CAN ALREADY, WHY MUST FLY. IF I NOT SCARED OF YOU I WILL CATCH YOU AND PLUCK OUT YOUR NABEI WINGS AND LAUGH OVER IT. I CURSE YOU I CURSE YOU I CURSE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HOPE YOUR WHOLE POPULATION AND ALL THE DIFFERENT SPECIES GET STRUCK BY LIGHTNING AND LOTS OF PEOPLE LOVE TO FRY YOU UP AND EAT YOU. I SERIOUSLY LOOK FORWARD TO EXTERMINATION OF THE WHOLE POPULATION . I HOPE LITTLE KIDS LOVE STEPPING ON YOU AND GRANNIES LOVE USING NEEDLES TO POKE YOU LIKE BARBEQUE STICKS. I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I FEEL SO DISGUSTED I WASHED MY HAND 3 TIMES IMMEDIATELY WHEN I REACH MY HOUSE. I'M CURRENTLY STILL THINKING WHETHER I SHOULD USE DETERGENT BECAUSE IT SERIOUSLY DISGUST ME. SERIOUSLY SPOIL MY MOOD. DAMN YOU. FUCK YOU LA. FUCKING ASS. FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING ASS. YOU SUCK TO THE MAX. RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
I'M THINKING OF CARRYING PESTICIDE WITH ME EVERYWHERE I GO!!!
OH MY GOD, I NEED A PHYCOLOGIST. ANY REFERENCE PLEASE????????

2008-05-19T13:05:00.002+08:00

i sat on a swing.
At one point i was at the peak,
and at another point, i was all the way at the bottom.

2008-05-18T01:22:00.002+08:00

Hmm.
I realise that alor of my friends in msn had the rainbow sign in front of their msn nick.
Being curious, i asked jia yi and karilynn.
They explained that if we had that rainbow sign on msn nick, msn will donate 20cents RMB to those sichuan quake victim.
I thought it was meaningful so i added the rainbow on too.

It was after awhile when i read what was in the link that i realise,
i was mislead.

http://info.msn.com.cn/caihong/rainbow.html

On it, it says clearly in chinese :

1.一个MSN中国用户挂彩虹签名，为灾区送出一份温暖，MSN中国将捐出10分爱心款,广州丰田也将捐出10分爱心款。

In case you dunno chinese, i found another link in english:

http://www.k-director.com/blog/make-donation-to-si-chuan-victims-via-msn-rainbow-project/

On it, clearly in english:

What If I Am Not From China
If you’re not from China, I suggest you to register a temporary ID. Select country to China and sign a status before your name. It would help too.

My point is, i dun know how so many people got mislead.
Perhaps singaporean's chinese is really deproving alot.
Or maybe just the lack of effective communication.
If you really want to help, you can help more than just 20cents RMB.
Simplest way is to donate to the REDCROSS.
Please go to this website:

http://www.redcross.org.sg/chinaearthquake_src_donate.htm

So yeah, rainbow project is not applicable for MSN Singapore unless they release news on it

2008-05-17T01:39:00.003+08:00

I almost vomited a litre of blood before i posted this.
Thanks to the kanasai blogger.
I tried logging in like million gazillion times and it just don't work until now.
Things just now came out all wrong i suppose.
Poly stress+ worries over someone = manmade disaster A.K.A Hurricane Franco.
Went to the damn playground to cool down.
Chatting on the phone with daryl.
I was on the verge of throwing my phone on the ground when the damn phone gives me a signal that it's battery is dying.
Is like already very pek chek alr.
Oh well, the battery is half-dead always.

And i dunno why the fucking hell did i erased that number.
Make my life so miserable by ~~demanding~~ people to give me the number.
In the end no one has it.
Which added fuel to my already burning like siao anger.
I was trying soooooo bloody hard to contain the earthquake vibes i was feeling.
Just because i don't want people to think i'm crazy when i sing a string of coarse language.
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My stomach is like growling like a tiger now.
I need food i need food i need food i need food i need food i need food.
And i just ate instant noodle yesterday night.
At the rate i'm going,
i think i only have a few years more to live.
I'm sure i cant sleep already.
Although i'm like a walking zombie now.
I shall go find food to eat before i die of hunger.

I,still,worry,about,you.
Get,well,soon,and,take,care.

Posted on one-fifty-three-a.m.

2008-05-16T21:45:00.002+08:00

Okays.
School today is boring.

Anyway,
i was watching teletubbies about 30 mins ago.
And i still dislike twinky-winky after 10 years.
HAHAHAs.

Finally its a FRIDAY :D
I can have my 13 hrs+ of sleep.
YAYS!
& MONDAY is so SEXY because it's a public holiday[:
Shiok!!!

i love you i love you i love you [:

2008-05-15T12:30:00.003+08:00

Currently having my 2hours break.
Anyways,
during CHWSYS i edited the skin again.
Hopefully it solved the issue.
And during data communications just now, poor xin yi and vanessa got machined gun by mr.melvyn.
HAHA. LMAO LMAO.

& our class turned the study corner near fc3 into a lan shop.
Almost everyone is playing counterstrike.
Haiz, welcome to poly life...
L-O-L.

Now im so sian.
so sian so sian so siannnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

2008-05-14T21:34:00.003+08:00

Anyway i realise everytime i go to hidayah's house,
i will be eating and eating and eating non-stop.
Her house is like a foodcourt.
Keep eating one. LOLs.
And boy!,the spicy nuggets damn nice.
Hahas.
My brother koped it from me and brought to his camp just now.
WTH~!

HAHAHAHAHAs.
And i realise ever since i recovered from my sickness,
my appetite just grew bigger.
But the most infuriating is that no matter how much i eat,
i cant seem to grow fat.

& i also removed the doraemon background picture.
I was told that on certain screen size, the picture cant be seen.
I dunno whats the problem either.
But i shall fix it some other day when i have the mood.

My sexy boyfriend[:

2008-05-14T15:03:00.003+08:00

Hey world.
I edited my blogskin like, again?
Hahahahas.
I feel so rebellious.
The more you dislike doraemon, the more i want to use more doraemon.
LOLs.

13/5/08
Hmm.
I have something to blog about. But i just CANNOT remember =.=

14/5/08
Met classmates at dover station.
Went late to class.
A few of us went in put bags before going Mac buy breakfast.
And i cant believe i could finish a Hash Brown and Sausage McMuffin while walking from Mac back to T4. I practically stuff it down my throat because i was scared the lecturer scold me for eating in class.
Hahahahahs.
I'm looking forward to class outing next wednesday.
Vanessa told me in the morning that we could claim $7.50 per person and 1 CCA point from the school if we go out for a class outing.
HAHAHHAHA. So good right.
SP is sooooo rich.
LOLs.
I shall go slack alr.
Byeeeeeeees!

2008-05-13T15:52:00.004+08:00

Hahaha.
I'm having WebPublishing lecture now.
Everyone is doing the work and i'm the only one slacking.
Haha.
And the usual grp of people had changed their wallpaper to the class photo.
So cool lor.

Clockwise from top left hand corner: Xin yi,Vanessa, ME, bev,nurul and jia yi's laptops.

Cool eh?
lols.
shall do work alr.
Byees!

2008-05-12T19:54:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAs.
I have a little talent in web publishing :D

This is the original skin :

http://www.blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=189612&action=Preview

And the skin im using now is edited from there.
I would say its not a very perfect skin because i'm still an amateur.
hehe.
But thanks to web publishing module i could read the tags.
lols.

DORAEMON <33
konna koto ii na
dekitara ii na
anna yume konna yume ippai aru kedo

minna minna minna
kanaete kureru
fushigina POKKE de kanaete kureru
sora wo jiyuu ni tobitai na

(hai! takekoputaa!)

AN AN AN
tottemo daisuki
DORAEMON

shukudai touban shiken ni otsukai
anna koto konna koto taihen dakedo

minna minna minna
tasukete kureru
benrina dougu de tasukete kureru
omocha no heitai da

(sore! tototsugeki!)

AN AN AN
tottemo daisuki
DORAEMON

anna toko ii na
iketara ii na
kono kuni ano shima takusan aru kedo

minna minna minna
ikasete kureru
mirai no kikai de kanaete kureru
sekai ryokou ni ikitai na

(ufufufu… doko demo DOA!)

AN AN AN
tottemo daisuki
DORAEMON

AN AN AN
tottemo daisuki
DORAEMON

2008-05-12T18:02:00.001+08:00

wg,
P.S. I'm over and done with you [:

2008-05-12T15:05:00.003+08:00

LOLs.
Today during break the usual chatting kakis were talking about ghostly encounters and stories.
As well as superstitions.
Was a lil freak out. haha.
Say what cannot count the number of steps on a stairs and etc etc.
HAHAs.

Then the dumb xin yi keep saying she wanna try to see the ghost.
And think of all those stupid stupid thing.
Biantai !!!

Maths tutorial was freaking stressed thanks to a-maths...
Currently having Character Development lesson.
Shall end here before she scold me alr.
haha.

2008-05-12T09:07:00.003+08:00

Today the fucking train damn pack sia.
Some more got those sua ku push-here-push-there de kns ass.
worst still, is packed until i can smell some unpleasant things from the guy in front. =.=
Then when i finally got a seat,
the guy sitting next to me looked so fiendish .
He looked like he had drank too much and was HI on drugs last night.
Plus he had a scar near his eye which looked like he had fight with someone.
I feel so threatened.
lols.

Met up with classmates at dover mrt before going to class.
So cool huh. hahahaha.
Currently having CHWSYS lesson and i'm pyscho-ing xinyi to use her laptop.
See see see, she now looking at me blog.
Trying very hard to control her urge.
HAHAHAHAS. i feel so shiok tempting her. LOLS

2008-05-11T19:07:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAs.
I was randomly playing with the msn background.
Then i dunno why i make until red colour.
Find that its nice.
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I changed the browser to red colour too.
HAHAHAHAS.

I'm more and more into you every minute.
Doraemon is loved [:

2008-05-11T13:54:00.001+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY !

2008-05-10T21:58:00.003+08:00

Haha.
Suddenly i know what to blog about alr.
I want to talk about my course here.

For this semester i'm taking 6 modules.
They are:

CHWSYS,
DATA COMMUNICATIONS
ORAL COMMUNICATIONS
MATHS 1(B)
CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT
WEB PUBLISHING

CHWSYS- The teacher is unable to attract my attention in his lectures. Sometimes i dun even understand a shit he's talking about.

DATA COMMUNICATIONS- The tutorial is freaking bored. The practical is fun. The lecture again failed to attract my attention. The beauty of my laptop attracts me more.

ORAL COMMUNICATIONS- This module is okays. The teacher attracted my attention.

MATHS 1(B)- The fucking lecturer talks like machiam want machine gun everyone to death. HAHA. She speaks so fast and i end up daydreaming instead. And the tutorial teacher also like useless sia. i end up talking most of the time.

CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT- This lesson is the best. But the credits quite low also. Its a very relaxing and easy to pass module.

WEB PUBLISHING- This is the most interesting module. I love everything about this module. HAHA.

So overall can see la hor. I'm only surviving 3/6 of the modules.
This is so worrying laaaaa.
I very scared i fail the modules =(
Nevermind, i shall work hard alr.
Please give me the motivation to work hard!!

2008-05-10T14:38:00.002+08:00

I didnt really want to blog as i have nothing to talk about.
But doraemon ask me to blog. LOLs.

Anyway i just woke up about an hour ago.
haha.
Ytd totally forget to eat medicine,
then stomach damn pain.
So went to sleep early =.=

Hmmm, Hmmm, Hmmm
Sian sia. I want find part time leh.
I feel so bored stuck up at home on weekends.
Anyone got any job offers? Tell me Tell me. HAHAs.

2008-05-09T13:06:00.003+08:00

WARNING! LONG POST!

First of all,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAYI !!!

Okays. Lesson today was quite fun.
HAHA.
First time kujala's lesson fun you know.
Hehe.
Celebrated jia yi's birthday.
Smashed cake at her face. LOLs.
I'm soooo ~~evil~~ nice!

After that went to meet the guy from FFTH to get details for class CIP.
Saw ser yuan there...
Ass, we were having so much fun editing SOMEONE'S photo in fc4 that i was late. HAHA.
After that slacked furthur under block T15 to spend time.
Then this two very very very fuckingly irritating people approached me and vanessa.
They asked us to do survey and spent like nearly 1 hr going one super duper big round to promote an AIA savings insurance plan thingy.
Like wth.
And say what what if i died yesterday.
HELLO PLEASE LAH,
AFTER YOU DIE FOR A FEW YEARS I'M STILL ALIVE AND KICKING LOR.
You muthafucking ass =.=
Was so annoyed we had to tell them we were in a hurry to leave that place.
=.=

And on the journey home,
there was this ang moh who left his TODAY newspaper on the seat after he left.
Its like, so.....................
I suppose i'm blind since he's crippled and could not bring along his newspaper with him.
Maybe he should stuff it up his ass and walk around.
well, whatever.

Initially wanted go home.
End up going east coast for some slacking.
HAHAHA.
Saw yt,emilyn,jy they all.
EVIL PEOPLE.
Go skate never jio me =x

And i was super dumb.
I mistook bus 36 for bus 16.
End up going to Changi Airport.
Waited for 43mins 27 seconds for the damn bus. (i know so accurate cause i was chatting on the phone with doraemon)
I was so pissed that i decided to take the mrt.
Forgot i was at T1 lor.
By the time i reached to meet my family for dinner,
they alr finished eating.
I reach alr got like 5-6 ppl grabbing all the food and put on my plate.
I almost died eating. =.=
and for god sake, my aunt said i went down in waistline again. [ skinnier is rude )= ]
Haiz. why cant i grow fat?????????????????????????????????????????

PICTURES :DD

BIRTHDAY GIRL

Actively pushing her head down

See all the evil hands behind her.

Hahaha. Pretty unglam =D

DICT 1B 22 [:

2008-05-09T00:18:00.002+08:00

i know la.
i'm here to blog again =.=
like crazy right?
hahaha.

i suddenly think of some things.
i'm very scared to end it if we start.
I know its such a early stage and im alr thinking of the ending.
But "begin with the end in mind" was what i was thinking.
i really hate the feeling of the ending...

2008-05-08T22:27:00.004+08:00

I'm backkk [:
Went buy jia yi's and mum's prezzies.
hahaha
FUN FUN :D

and i'm supposed to meet my friend at ct hall.
Very last minute changes to go vivo.
INITIALLY my plan was to leave my lappie and bag at my bro's work place.
and the ass-es thing that can ever happen is that TODAY HE NEVER WORK.
End up dragging the damn thing around vivo.
and my phone died =(
Luckily i ~~forced~~ asked politely for my friend to lend me her phone.
So i could talk and talk and talk. LMAO.
HEHEHEH [:

And as promised: calculator keyboard alien looking shit

KUKU DORAEMON !!
HEH (:

2008-05-08T15:22:00.003+08:00

Hahahas.
Since i was soooo reluctant to go school earlier,
i end up being one hour late.
Went clementi eat breakfast first.
And there's this REALLLLLLY weird women standing on the overhead bridge filming the oncoming traffic.
Biantai !!!

CHWSYS was as usual,bored.
Data communication wasnt any better.
Did practical again.
We were pressing on the ever ~~irritating~~ pleasant beeping damn calculator keyboard alien looking shit. HAHAHA.
I shall upload the photo at night. LOLS.
Now im having data communications again
Although its a lecture but its not much different.
=.=

& i finally want to get my ass down to town.
Needa buy something for jia yi and also for my mum
i'm so super lazy.
I'm starting to be addicted to the word ass.
What an ass.

2008-05-08T06:30:00.002+08:00

Please sympathise with me because i have to wake up at 6am.
and school today is from 8-5pm.
~~9 bloody hours of study~~ 7 hours of study with 2 hours of break.
To make things worst, there's only CHWSYS and DATA COMMUNICATIONS today.
Ughhhh, i don't care.
I'm going late for first lesson
=(

Everyday i'm battling tiredness, i'm so unwilling.

2008-05-07T22:36:00.002+08:00

Dang!
Here comes my gastric again.
I don't understand why now i cant stand eating late dinner.
What's wrong with me.
And i've alr eaten 6 panadols in one day.
I can only eat up to 8.
But my headache just keeps coming.
And i realise the other medicine i have to eat 3 times.
Meaning i have to eat breakfast.
ughhhh, i hate breakfast. Don't ask me why =.=

& i think me and xin yi didnt get through CYA.
I have a very strong feeling they look at our results more.
=((

2008-05-07T14:44:00.002+08:00

Went to school today.
Somehow one day never go school they so many secrets alr.
hmmm, pretty pretty bad people =.=
HAHAHHAHAs
Had thai cuisine in school for lunch
Yummy :D

Anyway i'm already home.
But my dad didnt realise it.
Because i always reach home after 5pm.
And when i reach home just now, he was in the toilet.

People, please help me. HAHA. My SMS counter very very high already. Please don't ask me unnecessary questions. =x
(not applicable for some.lols)

2008-05-06T21:46:00.002+08:00

The visit to the doctor was a fast one.
The consultation lasted for like 1 minute?
I feel as if i'm developing anorexia.
I don't have any appetite to eat.
And for the past three meals,
its rice with lots of plain water.
......................................................
Not because there wasnt veggie or whatever,
i just don't have the appetite.
& due to the illness i think i couldnt handle things in a logical manner.
Sorry if i hurt both of you..

2008-05-06T12:26:00.002+08:00

I'm like freaking sick now.
Yesterday was gastric, nausea, stomach upset.
Today was headache and stomach upset.
Anddd, no appetite to eat anything.
Going to see doctor later.
Ughhh, i miss webP lessons =(

2008-05-05T22:52:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERMAN !!!

2008-05-05T22:11:00.004+08:00

Hahahaha.
I'm feeling much better after eating medicine and sleeping.
lols.
I dun rmb which was the last tag that i replied so i'll just start from vanessa's tag
LOLS

Tag replies!
Vanx- HAHA. Your one last time also so many photo!
Wilson- Hello hello!
ida- LOLS. nvm la. HAHAHAHAHA.
Xin yi- hahhaa. fine fine
Vanx- take care too!
audrey- Okays. Meet up soon =)
theng-LOLS. liar lor. got bully me! hahahaha. link you soon
terence- ohhh. who are you? oO

Anyway, vanessa just sent me this link and i did it. This is what it says:

You appear to others around you as a person who is simply 'laid back'. From time to time you shelve your ambitions and forgo the desire for prestige and recognition and you are often considered as mentally lazy. You have the ability and you are the first to know this, but you prefer to take things easy and indulge your longing for comfort and security.

Most people are conditioned by their environment and you are no exception. You are an extremely emotional person - so much so that 'the wrong word' can lead you to tears. You feel other people's pain. You feel the need of sympathetic relationships and a pleasant work environment in order to develop and grow. You are an impulsive, loving individual with a great deal of inherent feeling.

You feel that you should be appreciated far more than you are but no-one seems to care! You feel that you are receiving less than your share and the main problem is that there is no-one to whom you can turn to for sympathy and understanding. The inner stress that you are experiencing makes you quick to take offence but you realise that at this particular moment in time there is little that you can do to relieve the situation.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You don't like authority and you rebel against all forms of limitation. You are your own person and you intend to stay that way and to get on in the world simply by your hard work and determination.

I need to highlight this sentence:
"You don't like authority and you rebel against all forms of limitation."

HAHAHAHAHA. SO FUNNY. LOLS.
Anyway if you're interested go to this link:
CLICKY CLICKY

2008-05-05T18:39:00.002+08:00

My phone is really dying.
It can only last me to chat on the phone from dover to bedok.
Everything seemed so fine until when i reach home.
I was alr having a lil gastric pain.
And my parents and dog aggravate my condition by pissing me off.
I think i almost died.
Was talking on the phone halfway when i could not take it and hung up.
ughhhhhhhhhhhh.
This is the pain-est gastric pain i ever felt.
=(((((((((((((((((((((

2008-05-05T14:10:00.002+08:00

Profanity removed =.=

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2008-05-04T21:49:00.001+08:00

omg la.
I realise that i sent around 150 msgs today
Imagine 150 msg per day and last for a mth
Its like 150X30=4500 msgs!

Omggggggggg!

2008-05-04T15:08:00.002+08:00

HAHAHHAAs.
Xin yi and vanessa so funny la.
LOLS. Its just my normal mood swings.
Okays okays,
Just in case you guys dunno,
i'm someone who can be happy now and be super sad the next moment. LOLS.
More serious case i may type something that sounds angry or whatsoever.
However, sometimes i will give a warning.
and i know some of you guys alr know.
Once i start replying one word,
its a signal to you that i want to be left alone.
HAHAHAHAs.
LOLS. now you guys know, so dun worry alr alrights.
haha :D

2008-05-03T19:17:00.002+08:00

Sudden mood swings.

Drank

Drunk

2008-05-03T13:51:00.002+08:00

Met nicholas at T2 again after popeyes.
HAHA.
Bitched about the girl who had interview together with nicholas.

She said:
"i love to see aeroplanes fly and land"
"sometimes i will tour the airport by myself and sit down to see the aeroplanes"
"i love to serve the customers at the shoe shop. Because they smile and say thank you, i will be very satisfied"
"I will be patience and serve them happyily. I believe if i'm happy i will make the tourists happy."

She kept promoting herself like she's selling herself.
LOLS.
HAHAHA.

After that bus-ed to downtown to play bowling.
(i can nvr save money if i keep using. HAHA)
HAHAHA.
I broke my own record. 123 :DDDDD
LOLS. FINALLY SIA.
HAHA. So funnnn!

2008-05-03T10:30:00.002+08:00

Went for CYA interview about 40 mins ago.
I saw yvonne tee when i left my house.
HAHA. Talked a little abt school.

The CYA interview was a breeze.
In 10 mins i was done with it.
HAHA.
I think i should be able to get through it.
Must have confidence.
HAHAHA.
And i seriously think working in the airport is so cool and its a honour to be able to work in a world class airport. However, it's not so much about how cool it is, its actually a serious matter as we represent the image of singapore.
HAHA.
Thinking of it, i can't wait to know the results.
Currently eating popeyes.
lols.
going off, god bless me (:

2008-05-02T21:22:00.003+08:00

I was contemplating so hard whether i should let her know.
She's the only friend i always meet up with.
ughhhhh,
i was about to reveal the biggest secret in my entire life.
It is something that will definately shock everyone.
I wanted to let her know,
since she can be considered as one of my closest friend.
However, i back out in the end.
I wanted only her to know,
but i'm afraid things would spread.
I'm scared that i will lose everything if my secret was exposed.
My friends,my family and all my dearest.
They would look upon me as a freak.
Afterall it's not easy for people to accept it.
Oh dear, why am i saying this in my blog?

Can you see the pain in my eyes when i'm smiling?

2008-05-02T17:44:00.005+08:00

Met Xin yi at tanah merah first.
Today our attire was sec sch pe t-shirt.
HAHAHAHA.
So what's next? JC uniform?
LOLS.

Had to meet our personal tutor during lunch break.
He missed call me 5 times but i didnt bother to call him back.
HAHAHAHAs.
Talk and talk with him, so bored.

DataComm makeup lessons was next.
Didnt listen at all.
Was playing with SMS.
HAHAHAHA.
We were like flooding each other inbox.
Then we still go and play uno.
HAHAHAHA.
Actually wanted to pon melvyn's tutorial.
But we kanna cheated.
We were told that he would shorten it to 30mins.
Instead he dragged it to 1hr+
What a liar =(

Yay. Tmr is CYA interview.
hope i can pass.
God bless me lahhhhhh.
HAHAHAHAS

UNO!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-05-02T03:03:00.002+08:00

Realising that my link has been removed isn't suppose to be too painful.
Yet i feel more painful because probably i had been lying all the time.
I do mind alot.
And perhaps because of a misunderstanding i was being deleted.
you don't even believe in me.
It's just another ironic love story.
No, i shldnt put it as that.
It should be another ironic tragedy.
Ended up all screwed up.
yes i may be lying,
but feelings can't lie do they?
I know its fading so much,
that i can barely remember your face.
Maybe there's still a tiny weeny little piece of you deep inside me.
But since things come to this point,
maybe i should also let go of that small, un-noticed piece.

2008-05-02T00:24:00.002+08:00

My friend asked me about this:

"What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy,there would be 10 moments of sadness?"

And i started pondering over it.
If that was the case,
i would want to share my happiness with everyone.
Including those who are down and out.
At least those who are experiencing sadness, can share my happiness too.
That would balance out the 1 happiness : 10 sadness.
Because my happiness, has alot more meaning into it.

2008-05-01T23:52:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHAHHA
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA
HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

Both xin yi and i passed the first cya interview.
YAYSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!
Dunno nicholas got pass or not.
Hope he pass too =)

Tmr school IS SUPPOSED to end at 12pm.
But bitchy datacomm is gonna drag it to 4pm.
WTHWTHWTH!!!

Shall go watch teevee alr.
HaHa. BYEES

2008-05-01T16:39:00.003+08:00

YES AHHH.
I finally had my 13 hours of sleep.
LOLS.wake up so many msgs and miss calls.
And friendster is being a bitch right not,
it just wont load in the browser
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm so hungry now.
Later still need teach junior maths.
I very lazy to move my butt now
=((((((((((((((

Blog later.

2008-05-01T00:34:00.009+08:00

OHHH,
This is going to be an interesting post (:
Because i was told by classmates earlier on that i look fatter in the past.
HAHAHA.
So, i dug up some photos (:

This is when i'm in K2. HAHAHAHAS
WHAT A COCKED EYE LAAAAAAAA. LOLS

This is in primary school.

And this is in Secondary One.
I'm sick in this photo =.=

And this is the newest. LOLS.
I underwent laser to make myself whiter?!

FUNNY RIGHT??????????? HAHAHAHAs
I dunno why but all of my BIG HEAD PHOTO (HAHA) very ugly de =(

And i realise how precious eight hours of sleep can be.
Finally i can enjoy eight hours of sleep.
Shall switch off my phone till the next day when i wake up.
Off to pop a pill before going to bed (:

2008-04-30T19:48:00.002+08:00

Met Xin Yi in the morning.
Both of us wore ITE t-shirt to school today. HAHAHA
Anddddddddd, this guy in poly asked me which course i'm in when i'm in ITE.
And i told him i'm not from ITE.
Then he said something like walao, then you wear ITE shirt!
HAHAHA

Nice nicholas accompany me during the 3 hr break between school ends and CYA briefing.
HAHA. viwawa-ed with him.

CYA briefing was okays. HAHA. Hopefully both me and xin yi as well as nicholas can be selected for the changi airport interview (:
Rushed to pasir ris downtown to meet my friend for bowling.
Currently slacking at mac while waiting for our turn to bowl.
Apparently we need to wait a FEW HOURS till out turn.
ANDDDDDDDDDDDD, my complaint to pizza hut made them sacked/transferred the manager to somewhere else.

last but not least, the journey to and fro school was very fast today because of xin yi's PSP.
So fun lahhhh.
I also want to buy PSP,
but i know my dad won't let me buy.
=(((((((

2008-04-30T01:29:00.002+08:00

Have you ever stared into the rain
Thought the clouds would never disappear
Have you ever screamed out into the dark
Thinking no one else could hear

I was leaving footprints tainted by my past
On this winding road to you

I'd lost my faith in love
Tonight I believe again
My Heart was a broken place
Now I feel whole again
You bring me honesty
And that's worth believing in
and I believe
I believe again

Have you ever spun out of control
Like you never saw the road ahead
Have you ever just kept looking back
Ever closer to the edge

I was praying for the light I see in your eyes
I had all but given up

I'd lost my faith in love
Tonight I believe again
My Heart was a broken place
Now I feel whole again
You bring me honesty
And that's worth believing in
and I believe
I believe again

I believe the impossible is possible to overcome
I believe in miracles
Born from love in everyone (X4)

I'd lost my faith in love
Tonight I believe again
My Heart was a broken place
Now I feel whole again
You bring me honesty
And that's worth believing in
and I believe
I believe again

Believe Again,
Delta Goodrem 2007.

I know i know i KNOWWWWWWW that the lyrics of this song is totally the opposite of what i'm feeling but i just find the lyrics very meaningful.
Except that what im really feeling now is the lost of faith.
Yea, you get the point.

2008-04-29T22:52:00.002+08:00

CCA drive today.
Although i insisted the other day that i didn't want to join any cca,
I still joined.
HAHA
I joined Astronomy and entreprenuership club.
HAHAHA.
Sports isnt really for lazy ppl like me =/
and if i get through changi youth ambassador,
it is like equivalent to having 3 CCAs. Adding on to my class rep CCA points.
HAHAHA. So many cca points.

OKOK. I've edited the sidebar of my blog.
Cause there's more and more things to rmb and i dun like to jot it down in a planner (so gay). HAHAHAHHA

2008-04-29T10:12:00.002+08:00

Ughhhhhh,
It was one hour before the planned time till i'm supposed to awake,
whennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

Someone cruel aroused me from my sweet dreams.
What did i do to deserve this?
=((((((((((((((((

2008-04-28T19:24:00.001+08:00

Anyway adding on to my prev post,
i'm starting to hate Mr Vitamin Z more and more.
HAHAHA. Only classmates know who i'm directing at =x

One more thing is, no matter how much i dun like someone or something, i wont be so lame as to tag without leaving a name. Just in case people misunderstand me.

2008-04-28T19:00:00.002+08:00

School was the same.
Late as usual.
I pawned the CHWSYS lab quiz(:
(i memorize all the answers) HAHAHA!
Anyway CHWSYS had a little tiny weeny fun in it.
And i was playing crazy taxi on one of the PC in the room.
LMAO.

Zany bridge-d during the 30 mins break.
I love FC3's black forest cake <33
Why on earth is zany bridge so difficult to teach???????
Math lecture was next.
One of my dreaded modules.
And cliques were laughing at our sec school teacher's name =p
Laughing like hell over the roll of toilet paper our math module lecturer used to clean the board. HAHAHA. Lame us.

Went mac for lunch and as usual crapped.
Math tutorial was enjoyable as we did not really need to care about the lecturer.
HAHA.

CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT!!!
Simply love this module. Its the only module i could relax.
Ughhhh, i need to plan my class cip.
So many things on hand, i dun know if i could manage =/

Anyway vanessa's POSB card was unfortunately stucked in the stupid dover mrt station's atm. What rotten luck. But dun worry vanessa, everything is gonna be fine =)
I know i'm very sua ku la. It was my first time boarding an empty train in my entire 16+ Years of life. HAHAHA.

2008-04-27T23:22:00.003+08:00

The motivation i once had was gone.
I don't understand why i'm so easily stressed out compared to the past.
All my modules are killing me.
The work load is killing me too.
I'm losing hope.
What diploma with merit?
Rubbish.
How can i even think of that when i can't even make sure that i'll pass?
Ughhhhhhh, i miss secondary school life.

2008-04-26T22:52:00.003+08:00

Should i say i've studied or slacked?
I also dunno.
HAHAHA.
Met up with johnny and vanessa for revision at marina.
Ehhem, i thought i was late but someone is much more later.
HAHAHAHA.

Chatted with them.
And i realised how sensible and filial is johnny.
Vanessa also quite filial.
Compared to me, i felt so bad.
And vanessa told me she would say goodnight to her parents.
Me?
Sometimes i will say goodnight to my dog but never to my parents.
I feel so unfilial.
But some thing i cant control is to quarrel with my mum.
Peace is something that didnt seem to occur between us.
anddddddd, i suddenly thought of superteens.
The workshop i had which made my tears flow so naturally.
Ughhhhhh, i dun understand why i want to be filial but i just cant!
I always raise my voice to everyone in my family.
..............................................................

I guess i'm the type who gets irritated very easily.
But the wierd thing is, i rarely raise my voice to my friends.
Wth.
And i'm pretty worried about vanessa.
not pretty, i think VERY.
Hopefully she's fine afterall.

After johnny met up with his unidentical twin,
vanessa and i went over to times.
And we looked at the chinglish book.
HAHAHA. LMAO.
Then we learn cantonese throught the languages book.
Freaking funny

One more thing is i lost my motivation to study.
Motivation, motivation where are you???????????

2008-04-25T22:39:00.003+08:00

I cant stand materialism.
Beauty comes from the inner packaging,
external packaging are just empty shells.

I'm not directing at anyone, its just a general opinion.
No offence.

2008-04-25T21:13:00.004+08:00

Backkkkkkkkkk
Initially wanted to study at changi airport T3, but then end up slacking.
And i was telling my friend why i love taking the plane.
HAHAHAHA.

I promise, i will study tmr :D
Since im meeting classmates for revision.
HEH[:

Where's my pig =(

Above photo : Thats my darling <3333333333333333333333

2008-04-25T14:51:00.001+08:00

I'm so tiredddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd.
so tired so tired so tired.
so so so so so so so tired tired tired tired tired tired.

2008-04-24T15:29:00.003+08:00

I'm still in class.
HAHAHHA.
But its so bored.
Anyways organized a class lunch today.
Took orders and bought mac. So funny.
On the way back with the orders, alot of people keep looking at the four of us.( the four that went to buy the mac)
HAHAHAHAS.

After that had data communications practical. I only like data comm practical. I dun like data comm lecture and tutorial cause super bored.
Anyway when we went to collect our new card, the person who is in charge of it was a bitch. That bloody shyt lor. Cause after he took my old card, he throw it to the side.
I dunno whether its rubbish bin or a box or whatsoever la.
So i told my friend that they throw the old card one sia.
Then he say in a rude tone that they pay $5 for a card and we got it for free.
And they is RECYCLE and NOT THROW. His tone emphazing on the word recycle and not throw. Like wtf?
YOU THINK WE CANT AFFORD $5 FOR THE FUCKING CARD AH?
Say until $5 very very very big lor.
wtf~!

And i was told by a senior that even if we replace the card, they would use the same photo. WTF?! We cant even change photo even though we pay to replace the card.
What kind of logic is this? Stupid lor.

What rubbish =.=
Off to viwawa (:

2008-04-24T08:28:00.002+08:00

I'm very very very very very lerthagic.
I feel that i may just collapse the next minute and die.
=.='''

2008-04-23T23:13:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHA.
I didnt know the 1st class photo we took on the 1st day of school was quite nice!
anyway there are two person that are not from our class.
There was a little mix up.
And bev, alvin and nur is not in the picture.

(edited)

2008-04-23T23:02:00.000+08:00

Nothing is gonna move me anymore.
My heart has turned to stone.
Cold and hard.

2008-04-23T17:20:00.003+08:00

Someone teach me logarithms please???????????????????
A-math sucked ]:

and im frustrated.
Vanessa wanted me to help her change blogskin.
I'm not angry with vanessa, i'm angry with the skin creator.
She/He seriously dumb la.
The html code is like fucking everywhere.
So messyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!

Someday i will create wonderful skins,
after i finish webP module :D

i first saw you at the ~~video exchange~~ mrt <3
HAHAHAHAHAS.
im not crapping, really (:

2008-04-22T21:06:00.002+08:00

Seems like this time it was so fast.
5 days and thats it.
Maybe i had the wrong feeling?
hahahahas. nvmnvm.
Im feeling so happy.
HAHAHAHA.

I've let you go, in 5 days (:
Amazing speed.

2008-04-22T18:17:00.003+08:00

Rantsss!

Started the day in a very bad way.
Xin yi and i wanted to have pizza hut for lunch.
And the manager seriously sucked.
Its like after ordering, we WAITED FOR LIKE ONE HOUR.
Then after that they had some internal confusion which clog up the serving speed.
And we were alr late for our lecture laaaaa.
We alr saw the baked pasta we ordered on the table but NO ONE SERVED US.
and, NO DRINKS were served beforehand too.
And when we wanted to ask why so long, the crew said in a RUDE way that we cant blame them because they are shorthanded.
Shorthanded is NOT my problem lor.All i know is i'm a paying customer and you DUN make your customer wait for ONE HOUR to get a pizza. Such LOUSY service.
Then i went back to my seat and waited for awhile more.
Then i called their crew to call their manager.
THE MANAGER STOOD SO FAR AWAY AND MADE ME SHOUT ACROSS THE FUCKING RESTAURENT.
and when we wanted to cancel our order, she then told us our baked pasta was ready. WHEN IT WAS LEFT IN THE OPEN FOR LIKE 10MINS. Hot also become cold alr. She can go feed dogs with it la.
THE THING I CANT TOLERATE THE MOST WAS SHE ACTUALLY GAVE ME A IRRITATED FACE WHEN WE INSIST WE WANT TO CANCEL OUR ORDER ALTHOUGH THE BAKED PASTA WAS READY.
AND!!!!!!!!!
SHE DIDNT APOLOGIZE TO US.
WTH WTH WTH!!!!!!
I was soooooooooooo PISSED i wrote a feedback to pizza hut.
Seriously she SHOULD be strip of her manager post.
She DUN DESERVE to be one.

Due to the "excellent" service and attitude, we had to settle for a takeaway burger for lunch.
Seriously fuck up.

And thennnnnnnnn, we were trapped in the lift for about 3mins?
fucking stupid
Damn the lift.
LOLS.

And again, i'm the target of big bullies *ahem* again. HAHAHAHA

2008-04-21T23:06:00.000+08:00

Hands On Me Lyrics

Hands on me,
Vanessa carlton

2008-04-21T18:29:00.004+08:00

Updates.
1. I'm overwhelmed by the work load in poly.
2. I want to dye my hair again but cant until the black slowly fades.
3. I feel so hardworking. i'm serious.
4. I pawned binomial big time i suppose?
5. My complexion is getting worst each day due to the sleepless nights and stress.
6. I'm the youngest in my class and thus being "bullied" by tall people like xin yi.
7. I'm starting to develop interest in my course.
8. I feel that my classmates arent very bonded. There are a few grps of cliques.
9. I found out that i like folding my legs in class.
10. I realise i'm pretty familiar with the school although i did not went for the overnight stay in school.
11. I feel that most of my classmates are smarter than me and they have background knowledge of the course.
12. I'm always late for class and all.
13. ~~i still miss you~~
14. ~~i still miss you~~
15. ~~i still miss you~~

2008-04-17T21:42:00.001+08:00

The end, game over.

I just cant control the tears.
What a fuck-up emoshit i am.
Do me a favour ppl, dun ask me why.

2008-04-17T20:16:00.002+08:00

Hahahahas.
I hate thursday.
I hate data communication module to be exact T_T
Its so boredddddddd.

2008-04-17T08:57:00.002+08:00

Current blogging during CWHSYS lecture.
The stupid lecturer voice makes me feel like sleeping.
He speak like singing a song.
And he cant seems to pronounce words.
For e.g.
Similarities is pronounced as simlatie.
LMAO.

Anyway, late for lecture as usual.
and i cant wait for 10am.
I wanna go mr. melvyn's lecture.
At least better than this "simlatie" teacher =.=

2008-04-16T21:10:00.002+08:00

Blogggggg (:
Met xin yi to buy html textbook first.
Went class late again with xin yi and jia yi.
LOLS.
It went pretty well.
Finally understood binomial theorem :DD

After that went for class rep meeting.
Trained to bedok mac and studied while waiting for friend.
I studied the html book. And learnt much more than what the lecturer taught that day.
Then i practice binomial.
I feel so hardworking suddenly.
I work even harder than for 'o' levels.
What to do, i'm aiming for diploma with merit =(

2008-04-16T00:09:00.002+08:00

Im in the mood to post!
Hahahahhahas.

Second day of school today
As usual, i'm late together with xin yi and jia yi.
Anyway i love today's lecture!
It's on HyperText Markup Language.
In other words HTML.
We learnt a little tiny weeny bit on how to start making a web.
So cool and fun!

When it was the second part of the lesson,
I was so bored i played viwawa.
And the lecturer still said that we are very attentive. LMAO.
Hahahahah,I'm depressed because of binomial theorem.
Apparently the ironic part was i was trying to be a hardworking boy and read up before tmr's lecture. End up feeling so dumb because i cant do a single question despite taking a-maths before (which i got a failing grade for 'o').

I simply gave up a-maths in sec school. and now its back to haunt me =(
Anyway i cant wait for thursday!
Mr Melvyn is teaching us!
He so funny laaaaaaaa.
Met him otw to the second part of WebP lesson room.
Hahahhaa. Cant wait cant wait!

UGHHHHHHHHHHH, tmr is lecture on binomial theorem.
Kill me before i wake up tmr =(

2008-04-15T02:01:00.004+08:00

Omg la. I'm totally thrown off by these videos.

15-year old had sex over 300 times.

Very talented 12 yr old girl singing unfaithful by rihanna

Sang by the same person.

2008-04-15T01:08:00.000+08:00

Rihanna Lyrics
Hate That I Love You Lyrics

Rihanna,2007

2008-04-14T20:48:00.001+08:00

Not really in the mood to update.
Maths module sucks totally ):

2008-04-14T00:27:00.001+08:00

The first drop of tears stream down my face,
because it was time to say goodbye.

2008-04-13T17:59:00.003+08:00

I just woke up not long ago.
Yes, i'm back to the past.
Slept at 6am.
Hahaha, so cool isnt it?
No one ever cares.
School is starting tmr, hopefully i can slowly forget about things.

~~Every first image starts with you,~~
~~and every last image ends with you~~

2008-04-13T02:22:00.004+08:00

My sister just asked me on msn why i lost everything. =.='

Sister: gor, why you lose everything.
Me: Hmm. dunno.
Sister: you lose your house ah?
Me: No -.-
Sister: then?
Me: dunno.
Sister: tell me tell me. you lose someone ah?
Me: maybe?
Sister: who who?

(And i refuse to say anything more.)

Sister: TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO TELL ME WHO .

And she goes on spamming and spamming.

º° ☆ ■ ○ ※ ¤ †- L ї t t l ξ B ξ l l -† ¤ ※ ○ ■ ☆°º says:
tell meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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º° ☆ ■ ○ ※ ¤ †- L ї t t l ξ B ξ l l -† ¤ ※ ○ ■ ☆°º says:
tell meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

º° ☆ ■ ○ ※ ¤ †- L ї t t l ξ B ξ l l -† ¤ ※ ○ ■ ☆°º says:
tell meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

º° ☆ ■ ○ ※ ¤ †- L ї t t l ξ B ξ l l -† ¤ ※ ○ ■ ☆°º says:
tell meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

º° ☆ ■ ○ ※ ¤ †- L ї t t l ξ B ξ l l -† ¤ ※ ○ ■ ☆°º just sent you a nudge.

FRANCO ]: i lost everything says:
dun wan

FRANCO ]: i lost everything says:
aiyo

FRANCO ]: i lost everything says:
dun spam

FRANCO ]: i lost everything says:

lols

º° ☆ ■ ○ ※ ¤ †- L ї t t l ξ B ξ l l -† ¤ ※ ○ ■ ☆°º says:
DUNWAN

º° ☆ ■ ○ ※ ¤ †- L ї t t l ξ B ξ l l -† ¤ ※ ○ ■ ☆°º says:
i wan know

º° ☆ ■ ○ ※ ¤ †- L ї t t l ξ B ξ l l -† ¤ ※ ○ ■ ☆°º says:
i wan knowwwwwwwww

º° ☆ ■ ○ ※ ¤ †- L ї t t l ξ B ξ l l -† ¤ ※ ○ ■ ☆°º says:
tell meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

º° ☆ ■ ○ ※ ¤ †- L ї t t l ξ B ξ l l -† ¤ ※ ○ ■ ☆°º says:
FRALLY GOR TELL ME

LOLS.

~~I lost everything, because you're my everything.~~

2008-04-13T00:32:00.001+08:00

Someone just said i'm very old in maple.
Rawrrrrrrrrrr
I feel like banging my head in the wall.

~~I still miss you~~

2008-04-12T03:32:00.002+08:00

Ughhh, the dizzy spells are working on me again.
Must be because of the dinners i skipped ytd and today.
rawr~!

And i feel that i'm back to the fucking life.
The everyday lazy bum who sleeps late and skips lunch/dinner.
Basically just living day to day.
I hate it.

How i wish things could be the same again,
can we?

2008-04-11T23:49:00.002+08:00

& finally i could have my full 8 hrs of sleep.

2008-04-11T15:43:00.003+08:00

I know I can be a little stubborn sometimes
A little righteous and too proud
I just want to find a way to compromise
Cos I believe that we can work things out

I thought I had all the answers never giving in
But baby since you've gone I admit that I was wrong

All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How am I going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do ...I'm
lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you

How am I ever gonna get rid of these blues
Baby I'm so lonely all the time
Everywhere I go I get so confused
You're the only thing that's on my mind

Oh my beds so cold at night and I miss you more each day
Only you can make it right no I'm not too proud to say

All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How am I going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do ...I'm
lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you

If I could only hold you now and make the pain just go away
Can't stop the tears from running down my face
Oh

All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How am I going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do ...I'm
lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you

Lost without you, Delta goodrem 2003.

2008-04-11T00:05:00.003+08:00

I managed to pull through the day.
Today(ytd) managed to survive waking up at 5.30am.
Met xin yi at tanah merah before heading to school.
Xin yi was hungry and decided to get oreos from the vending machine in school.
It cost like 50cents per pack.
And the stupid machine didnt manage to push the oreo pack out.
It's like stuck there. we tried shaking the machine but to no avail.
So she borrowed 50cents from cajune and tried again.
Only the previous one dropped.
The other pack was still stuck there.
And someone else tried using another 50cents but the same thing happened.
So we were like joking telling them to treasure the oreo as it was 75cents per pack.
LOLS.
Damn funny.
And the other day we left our donation can with the lecturer so we need not bring it home.
Then xin yi suggested asking for donations from the lecturer so i followed.
Then more and more people asked him for donation.
And xin yi accuse me and say i'm the mastermind. LOLS.
Okays, joke along and left dover for holland village.
The people there looks filty rich but they doesn't want to donate.
So we decided to go over bukit batok and try.
We were like talking to fellow sp students from other courses.
Then went for brunch at mac before starting to ask for donations.
Then near lunch time i suggested going bukit gombak.
anddddddddddddddd, in the end worst than bukit batok lor.
I felt so guilty making them waste transport fees.
Went back batok again and asked for more donations before heading back to school.
Counted the donations and left.
And i'm so shocked the lecturer told me that when he look at me, he can feel that my mind is very good.
LOLS. I felt so over-praised.
Went bugis (again) for light lunch at mac before bus-ing home.
Slacked at friend's house till 11++am before heading home.
I'm so tireddddddddddddd, and hungryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ):

Everything returns to square one when i reach home.
Its hard not to think about you when i'm free.

2008-04-09T21:33:00.003+08:00

Okays.
What happened was, We were on bus 12 on the way home.
Where suddenly we drop off near kallang stadium.
LOLS. All because i suggested of going to kallang leisure park.
And we walked all the way in.
Well, as reported in TODAY newspaper a few days ago
it really doesnt have lotsa people.
BUT, seriously i love the facilities there.
They have a ice skating ring, a bowling alley, cinema and other shops.
We went bowling.

First shocker: touch screen panel.
Second shocker: Clear tv screen to display scores.
Third shocker: they had this bumps which can prevent the ball from going into the drains on both side. Good for kids. More expensive though.

The facilities are really really great.
I think there wasnt a crowd because it's not very convenient to go there.
But i'm sure after the mrt which is gonna be built next to it completes, there would be more people.
After that when we were leaving we realise they had shuttle bus.
Took shuttle bus and went home.

I want to go back to the bowling alley~!
It's so damn cool.

Its a wonder why and how could i blog so long.

2008-04-09T16:36:00.003+08:00

I'm back to blog.
yea, as i was saying, tmr is SP flag day.
Supposed to reach sch at SEVEN-THIRTY AM.
Which means 5.30AM i needa wake up alr.
*dead*

Anyway, i was interuppted by two china guys who apparently seems to be on a business trip in singapore.
before i go to that, i dunno why today so many ppl ask me questions.

1st question
(A women with a luggage bag approachd me)
women: May i know when will the direct train to airport will arrive?
me: ohh. there's no direct train there. you need to change to the middle platform at tanah merah mrt.
women: ohh. no wonder i waited so long and the screen didnt tell me whether the train goes to pasir ris or airport.
me: oic. you have to transfer train at tanah merah platform.

Apparently she is a singaporean.

2nd question
(while waiting for my friend to come find me at mac, a women talked to me)
women 2: May i know where can i get cashcard?
me: i'm not very sure about that. i got mine from library.
women 2 : Do mac sells them?
me: no. they dont.
women 2 : Then do 7-11 sells them?
me: i'm not sure, but you can check.
women 2: is there 7-11 around here?
me: yes. across the street.
women 2: ok.thanks.

She needed cashcard because she's collecting car?
Thats what i overheard from her conversation with her friend.
If she drives, shldn't she know where to get cashcard?

3rd question
Basically two china guys who are here for business trip asked me how to connect to the internet.
In the end i offered to lend them my lappie to log on to check the impt email they claimed.
Then after that they asked me things about singapore.
Basically i acted like a tour guide.
telling them about chicken rice, nasi lemak, chinatown, education system and etc etc.
I'm so glad i could clear most of their doubts.
and im more glad my fren came so i could leave bcos i wanted to go to the toilet.
and that was why my previous post was interrupted.

After that went walking around bugis street.
In the end didnt buy the shawl thingy which i had been eyeing for a few weeks at topman.
Bought two tees instead.
Luckily i leave bugis soon.
Spent only about $60 today.
If not i think i might spend more.

I realise my post is so longggggggggggggggggg.
Maybe keeping myself busy is the best way of not remembering about what had happen.
Although deep down i know i cant forget.

2008-04-09T14:40:00.003+08:00

Expected!
My DIP ended 30mins earlier.
At first i was damn tired when i went to school.
Didnt slpt well last night.
Almost late lor.
Then we played a game which was really fun.
They had like pictures that will slowly reveal more and more parts and we're suppose to msg the ans (whoever the person in the pic you think is) to the lecturer's handphone.
And our name would appear on the screen.
Damn fun lah.
I got some of it correct but too slow.
Someone else always seems to have their msg sent to the lecturer's phone first.
Well, after that we had refreshments outside the room.

Then actually can go home alr.
Followed my DICT classmate xin yi and coursemate rochelle to the school of EEE club.
At first we couldnt get in the room cause the keys were with the seniors?
So was playing viwawa tai dee with xin yi's friend which they met during orientation camp. And when the seniors and other friends came, we were like bringing the lappie and walk to the room playing.
then they settled down and wanted to go have lunch at foodcourt.
And we actually played while walking towards the foodcourt.
So pro lah.
And we played and played and played until lappie no batt.
Hahas. Damn funny.
After that EEE students went back to the room but i left cause hadda meet friend at bugis.
Currently waiting for her in mac.

I really wonder whether i could survive tmr or not.
It's like SP flag day.
Anyway, i shall blog later. currently interuppted by someone.

2008-04-08T12:22:00.003+08:00

Blogging! <3

Yesterday
I was soooooo tired yesterday i slpt very early.
Ytd was first day of FOP.
Hmm, okays bahs.
Had some games and xchange numbers with a few of my dict mates.

Today
Had SPICE training.
Well, i really regret going for it cause it seems abit useless.
And sch ended 1 hr earlier (:

Tmr i'm having DIP only.
Which means also staying in school for 2-3 hrs.
Good lahhhhhhs!. Tmr i can go out :D
Shopping!
Hahas,
Okays, shall go slack now.
Byees!

Pretending i didn't care is a way of escaping from reality.
That's why i lead my life as it is normally.
Sorry if i didn't seemed that i care.

2008-04-07T03:05:00.005+08:00

Anyways, posting for what happen way back earlier before i was pissed.
Lazy to type, pics yesterday and long time ago.

The pirates of the caribbean skin pasted onto my lappie [:

2008-04-07T03:00:00.003+08:00

It's 3am, and i cant sleep.
I kept thinking about you.
And it happens every night.
Or should i say every day and night.
Somehow i don't really get it why we cant get tgt even though we know how we feel for each other.
It's that special feeling that i didnt had for nearly a year alr.
And when it came, it's alr too late.
I wish i could turn back time.
No matter how many times i say that i like you, there wasnt much of a response.
Did i miss the train?
Cant we always meet at the next stop?

I dun feel like my usual self.
What is happening to me?

2008-04-06T21:31:00.002+08:00

I'm here to rant.

I-AM-SO-PISSED now.
She's so damn irritating.
And that dumb shit didnt do anything at home.
And yet she expect me to help him clean up his room.
Please, i rather clean my dog cage than his room.
Seriously i think sometimes she's mentally unstable.

UGHHHHHHHHHHH, and now she kept talking about my laptop.
Keep saying she'll take it back if i'm so blah blah shit.
Whatever lah.

and now i totally no mood to talk about what happened today.
~~She just ruined my entire day.~~

2008-04-06T16:08:00.002+08:00

Time past so quickly i can barely make use of it.
Tmr starting freshman orientation at SP.
Abit scared. afterall its a new place and i haven got used to it.
And next monday term starts alr.
I'm currently looking at a busy schedule ahead.
Oh lord, why do ordinary human beings need to study.
=.=

2008-04-05T20:17:00.002+08:00

Hey world.
I was actually trying to configure my lappie stuffs and all the whole day.
And surprisingly a computer-dumbo like me could manage to configure most of it.
So both laptop was on the whole day because i was transferring data as well as sorting them out.
Its like so damn energy consuming.
I feel as if i'm going blind soon for staring at the lappie the whole day.
Ughhhhhh, i hate buying new laptop.

Oh well,
'm gonna shut down and rest.
Byees!